Thursday, September 19, 2013

The Long Overdue Post....

So things have changed, quite widely since we last talked. However I am more than certain that Bree and Tonya's blogs can fill you in on some of it. However I will summarize my past few months in some segments and then I will go into a little more detail on what is going on in all of this craziness. I hope that is fine with you all. However, please do comment on this post after you have read through it all to ask questions, express concerns and what have you. I am still the open book girl from three months ago, just a little more wigged out than usual.

Late June through July

So Tonya, being the very intelligent girl that she is tries to share a bit of her passion with me through  boxing. I support her and give her proper funding so that she can climb the ranks. However I want her to be careful so as not to make her useless to me as a model.

There are a couple incidents with Bree but they are generally positive. I got her to model for me while I have other things going on in the background, namely my foundation that begins to grow at least a person or two daily at this point. I keep finding people messed up just like myself. But I am sure as you can guess there is a 3/4ths majority in the people who are more in Bree's boat than mine. It matters naught though because the people like myself are helping me to research into this little pandemic in the hopes of giving people a choice at least.

July to August

Generally quiet month, got the girls to do a couple of shoots. Tonya had another match which I attended. She seemed to be spending a good part of this month trying to get me to bond with her. From what I could tell she is patient zero, and one of the ones that seemed the most accepting of it at the moment other than Bree. So it makes me a little uncomfortable around her.

The Foundations ranks continue to grow exponentially. What had started out as a grouping of a dozen or more is starting to turn into a couple of hundred quickly getting into the thousands. Whatever is speeding the rate of infection needs to be stopped the only problem is that we still have not found a cause.

All of my mounting stress leads to more or less stare blankly at the screen whenever I attempt to write here. So it is the reason that there are quite literally no updates anymore till today. I go out, play with my autopilot from time to time to further test parameters and see what it will and will not make me do. There are more than a couple tests of free will during this month but I pull through a bonafide virgin.


August to September

Tonya got hurt real bad at one of her boxing matches. And unknown to her a few days after the match I had to deal with her competitor a bit. I paid for both of their medical bills. Following that Bree came to my place or rather I somewhat abducted her to my place in order to make her feel better. But around then, Tonya got hurt so I had to let her go even though she was not fully recovered yet. I got accused of sleeping with Bree which did not happen though it would seem that she had wanted to. Still I remained strong and powered yet through another month without falling prey to the allure of sex.

I spent most of my time monitoring Tonya, if not directly then indirectly through watching her medical progress. In general, I was depressed and still working on  things a bit. The Foundation is still growing rapidly at this point and so I continue to pull our resource to find a source. there would seem to be a mystical source of some kind.  It is one possibility and so I sent researchers out to go find out more about this thing and if its powers can be stopped or contained.

Otherwise, it is is business as usual for me doing things from Skyline, getting the girls work and all that jazz.

September to Now

I did a lot of normal things, went about my business getting things done with the Foundation and what not. Tonya and them seem to be doing alright. Bree and her are dating since Olivia is over in LA these days. I find it interesting to watch them from afar since that whole thing with Tonya happened because I encouraged her. I am still their boss and I am still giving them work but for the moment I felt it was best to give them space.

Also the entity so kindly changed things about my autopilot and even changed a bit about my body. I find it to be displeasing. But all it is to me is another challenge to persevere and resist the changes. Oh and yes, in case you are wondering, even with the new body, I am still a virgin nor do I plan on that changing anytime soon.


So like I said, a lot has happened since I last wrote to you all. I hope that you all are having a wonderful day, and you should expect more regular updates from me now.

- Carolyn