Busy...

So I know you all have likely missed your resident crazy girl. Life as it happens got really busy from Sept to now, however unlike my post back in September I am not going to detail close to four months of events. Plus some of them you can gleam from other people's blogs though I have to say that I have not seen or heard from Bree or Tonya in a awhile now. However, they are still my sisters in all of this so I still try to look after them from a distance.

Plus they seemed to be kind of into each other if you get my drift. So today was a relatively chill day at work. I got some models signed up, produced a few more little ads to promote for our clients and met a really cute girl that I know is a sister.

Oh yeah on that front, I keep one of those bracelets on my wrist that I snap whenever I am feeling particularly sexual. It keeps arousal down and reminds me that I am trying to be a good girl because I have no desire for A) Men or B) manipulation by an unknown force. See this thing that changed us likes to play games, so I am not going to play. I am going to resist its little game by staying as chaste as I can. The closest I have really come to being with another person is kissing and even that I stopped before things went too far.

So I am keeping myself under control. And I hope that you all had great holidays. I did.

Much love,
Carolyn