Since I have been home, I started to
realize some things. Carolyn had a boyfriend merely a few days before
I took over for her. She broke up with him because she found out that
he had cheated on her. Sarah told me that I had been crying the night
of the change, so she was not surprised that I left to go somewhere.
I am glad that he has not tried calling me or anything like that. I
do want to have to deal with the knowledge that this body is far from
virginal. I could nearly gag, that is how grossed out I am at the
thought of being with a guy.
Even though that was sort of the
highlight of my day, I worked and such to get all of the teams ready
to survey major cities and get us materials. I plan on getting Tonya
to model for me. She is a very sexy girl and it would help to give
her a job rather than her being just my kept girl. I think she would
feel to obligated to do things if she was just taken care of. I do
not want her to feel obligated to anything.
Yet, I was a little surprised when I
saw her blog. She is pretty lonely down there in Miami, so I think I
am going to send her some company. I was looking at the registry that
the escort service had down there and found the one girl I was
attracted to. A sign that she was much like us so she would
understand what Tonya was going through. So I paid them and sent her
off.
I do my best to help others, but I
still refuse to partake in the acts that my peers seem so eager to
oblige themselves in. But do not worry about me, the frustration does
not even get to me. Heck, most of the time I do not even think about
it.
But I think I am rambling now, so I am
going to log out of here and sleep.
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